I don't post alot, mostly you all post lots more interesting things than me, but you gotta admit, this guys UGLY AS SIN! He's sorta scarey, but one hell of a guitarist and not a bad singer. He's also the lead vox for Strapping Young Lad. Devin Townsend: Deadhead. ENJOY!

location: Home mood: anxious music: Devin Townsend tags: metal, music, scream

Well, today, I have gotten to hear my baby's heart beat in the womb. It's was beautiful.... I may not have shown much on the exterior, but it moved me much like
Beethoven's "Moon Light Sonata". Man, if ever their was motivation to get off my ass and get a real job, this would be it. It's summer, and come hell or high water, I'm gonna provide as best I can for that child. I just can't wait to finally get my shit together enough to finally have a new car, and my own place. Things are moving at an exhausting pace at this point, especially in retrospect. It's no wonder I'm getting tired more and more often. People don't just hand me things, so I have to be the one to take what I want, not just lay down and take it for a while till something drifts my way. Fuck it, I GOTTA make it, this time, I have to grow up, indefeinatly.

mood: determined music: Moon Light Sonata: Ludwig von Beethoven

I'd saaaaaay..... we're all fucked...

mood: amused

Wouldn't you?

mood: amused tags: who's need's boose for an ass like that?

Generally, I don't see many artists that have movie appreciation, with the obvious exception of Rob Zombie who has an extensive collection of the old horror movie memorabilia, but I have finally found some one else that likes the Evil Dead trilogy. Enjoy all! And yea, this is my first post.

mood: devious

Ok, so I'm now officially becomming a racest, but just agenst fucking BEANERS! So, I just got off the phone with a mutual friend of mine and my feancee's, and apparently the fucking spics at work have actually been calling me a fag to my face, oddly enough behind my back too, only because they kept lieing to me as to what it actually means. Chilito= fruit loop/ faggot. Ok, so in jest, maby after the first week or two yea fine, I'll get over it, but when you been doing it for 4 MONTHS, now I see a grounds for some ass beating.You all know a different language that I can't understand, nor give a rat's ass to, and don't even bother figuring out how the fuck to say, let alone pronounce my name, and are over here milking me out of a job on an expired work visa, and laughing in my face every fucking day I'm at work, that's bullshit! I'm so sick of these self ritious, border jumping, ass hole's who every day in mocking me behind my back, and doing there absolute best to try and stomp out any hopes of a white man having a good job that's just as poor as you. I don't give a shit how fucking poor Mexico, or any other god damned spick speaking country is, your in a totally different country, blaming other people who have no idea nor care what is wrong with your god forsaken hole you crawled out of. If you want to make a fucking difference in your nation, GO INTO POLOTICS, AND DON'T BE FUCKING CORRUPT, LIKE THE SHIT MONKEY'S THAT LEAD YOUR COUNTRY! I have just had it with all this shit. Fuck all you, and I hope that your kids end up being exported as merchandice. I'M FUCKING DONE! I'M OUT! FUCK OFF!

location: other home mood: angry music: none

Well, so,it's been a long weekend. Friday, I worked till (of course) 5 then got off, and went home and took a shower. While I was i the shower I heard on KSHE that they were having some sort of free concert down on Frontiere Park, so after my shower I called Tiff up and we made arrangement's for her to get her cousin, Kyle, and her to pick me up and go down to the river and check it out. Well, when we got down there, the band "Wild Stallions" were playing, and all the songs they did were pretty good, however the lead singer wasn't the BEST I'v heard, but he wasn't too bad. More than tolerable, and less then wholly melodic. Well, they finished up there set, and we headed to The Millstream, whare we had some drinks for a while then proceeded to Denny's. Kyle and I had some coffe and pretty much a snack, and Tiffany ate dinner. All was good and well, till we got back to their house.

We pulled up in the driveway and all piled out of Tiff's car, after that I went back to the car to grab her stuff she forgot out, as I was doing that, she had slipped and fell down the steps, in the process of which twisted her right ankle, and (apon landing on her left knee) broke that one. She screamed louder than Jamie Lee Curtus in any of her old movies, like Haloween. As soon as she started screaming I ran to her, now sitting on the steps and wailing, and just held her till her mom, aunt, and youngest cousin came down to see what the problem was. Well, as her usual stubbern self, she wouldn't let us bring her to the hospital after she was calm enough to stop screecing. So we just gave in for the night, packed her knee down with ice and we all went to bed, whare my poor baby started crying her eyes out. I honestly can't blame her, I probably would have pissed myself from that pain. Any who, we all went to bed, I fell asleep on the couch next to her bed. Well, the next day rolled around and she had to pee after waking up, so I helped her up, then through the basement, and up the steps, and to the bathroom. I think she damned near scarred everyone in that house that day. Anywho, seh got her business done, and I helped her to the basement steps, whare she proceeded to try to climb down them, and extended her knee in a way that didn't agree with the fracture, and fell to the top step on her butt screaming bloody murder again. Ok, so she went and proceeded down on her but like a little kid. Well, a while later she needed to pee again, so I, again, helped her up and got her to her feet, and she was going to try the crutches her cousin Kyle had from his accident, a year prior. Well, unfortunatly neather Tiff or I had considered the fact of how much taller he was then eather of us are, and she took one step and started screaming as soon as she even began to fall backward, when she thankfully fell on her bed. Her mom, and aunt came down with her youngest cousin Gregory, and her mom put her foot down at that point, and just said, "that's it, your going to the hospital" and she did, even though she hadn't wanted to.

Well, after a while, of sitting in the ER, and then finaly being seen by the triage nurse, she was told that she was gonna see the doctor, and was transfored to another room, that wasn't in the ER at all. Well, the doctor had taken some X Ray's and we found out she broke her knee in 1/2, so they said she needed corrective surgery, and immedatly. Needless to say that sent her straight into tears, and she just BAWLED for a while. After a long while the doctor finally got ahold of the surgeon, and he had said that she was gonna have to be emitted overnight for knee surgery tomorrow (today). Well,before finding out that she had screwed up her knee and all, both Tiffany and I agreed to take care of my dog Eddy that night, and me parents went to Kentucky Lake for the day. Unfortunatly I had to take care of Eddy myself for last night and today. He (as usual) wouldn't quit pacing and mope ing (how ever your spell it) so I ended up giving him 1/2 a beer which knocked his little ass OUUUUUT! Thank god for that!

Anywho, I stayed with Tiffany for a while last night, then had to go home whear I did the afore mentioned with Eddy. I felt bad having to leave her there by herself, but I had another commitment, and Eddy was depending on me. Well, I went to bed.

Today, I got up, took my usual shower and got something to eat, then proceeded to DePaul Hospital to see Tiffany. I was there befor eher surgery and wished her good luck. I had to go hame to take care of Eddy agian after a while, so I did so. Round like 4 in the afternoon, I went back to the hospital and sat there with Tiff's aunt, mom, and cousin for like an hour, when the doctor said it would have only been 20 min's before she got out. Anywho, she finally was wheeled back to her room, whare she sits still. Oh lordy lordy, what a long day it's been. I'm getting ready to go and see her at the momnet, she's finally awake at the moment, so I'd like to see her while she's COHEARENT. lol Well, I'll keep whoever is interested in my journal (yeah right) updated! BYE FO NOW!!!!

location: home mood: good

TEHRAN, Iran - Iranian President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad has ordered government and cultural bodies to use modified Persian words to replace foreign words that have crept into the language, such as "pizzas" which will now be known as "elastic loaves," state media reported Saturday.
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The presidential decree, issued earlier this week, orders all governmental agencies, newspapers and publications to use words deemed more appropriate by the official language watchdog, the Farhangestan Zaban e Farsi, or Persian Academy, the Irna official news agency reported.

The academy has introduced more than 2,000 words as alternatives for some of the foreign words that have become commonly used in
Iran, mostly from Western languages. The government is less sensitive about Arabic words, because the Quran is written in Arabic.

Among other changes, a "chat" will become a "short talk" and a "cabin" will be renamed a "small room," according to official Web site of the academy.

I had just read this on my yahoo home page, and personally I don't mind these people sticking to there conviction's but THIS is just REDICUALS!!!
I mean, if some of there terms were to leak into our society, who would honestly bitch? This actually shows me the fact that Iran's president is just about as incapable as our moron president. Honestly between the war, terrorism that plegues the nation, all the different sects that are starting civil war to controll Iran, and the starving people out there in the desert, this asshole is more concerned about English term's that have crept into there everyday language. Probably just because they are English slang. Or does it seem that he's just trying to elude the fact that we seem to have ANY influence, or just trying to avert people's attention away from the war we're in together.
Gimme some feedback folks!

location: Home mood: /disappointed music: none

Well, it's 1 in the afternoon, and I and sitting here fuckin around with my LiveJournal. My mom's cousin, Herbeirt, came into town the other day and he's here for a few day's. Not much else is going on, just the same ol shit, pretty much. Sittin on my ass typing, waiting for Tiffany to get off work finally. I STILL can't think of anything to do this afternoon or tonight. Well, that and I wanna be able to customize my LJ but have NO FUCKIN IDEA whare to begin. I'm bored and hungry. And I feel like I probably bitch too much. HA! I know what we can do! Let's go to mainstreet (ain't shit else goin on, so why not?) I just minght give Ben a call too, hang out with him for a while.

I'm not lookin forward to work tomorrow eather. People have been getting cheeper and cheeper with their tips. Like yesterday, I took a delivery over off Dartmouth, here in STC, and this lady hands me 2 $20's and wants $19 bucks back, so I informed her that I only carry $15 dollars. Go figure, the first thing she says to me is "well I'm not giving you a 5 dollar tip". What the fuck is THAT?!?! FUCK YOU TOO LADY? What, you think that just because I don't make as much money as you, and don't have a life long career YOUR BETTER THAN ME? You can just turn your fuckin ass back around, GO BACK INTO YOUR FUCKIN HOUSE, AND GO EAT YOUR PIG HUSBAND'S DICK ALL UP AND SHIT!!! YOU FUCKIN CUNT! Assholes don't seem to realize the fact that a $1 tip ISN'T EVEN WORTH THE TRIP TO BRING YOU YOUR FUCKIN FOOD! As far as I'm concerned your lazy fuckin ass can STARVE, BITCH! You and your fat, slop of shit, doughnut eatin, vicious jay walker arresting, (and most likly) CORRUPT cop hubby! Fuck your children too you fuckin WHORE! How the FUCK are you gonna look at the god damned person that handles YOUR FOOD and blatently tell them they arn't worth even 5% of the fuckin money your ass just spent on PIZZA, BITCH?!?!
As I'v said before, the longer I work here, the less faith I hold in my fellow human's. Shit, the one other thing that it tells me about that fuckin PENIS SHEATH, WHORE is that she has never worked as a waitress, and she obviously dosen't understand what the fuck BULLSHIT she puts people through just to make her fuckin ass happy. FUCK YOU CUNT, I'LL SEE YOUR ASS IN HELL, AND LAUGH AT YOU WHILE I WATCH YOU BURRRRRN!!!!!! Apparently you can see that people like that irritate me to no end. I could go on and on for hours about asshole, piece of shit, wouldn't piss on fire to put you out, fuck head, dick lickin, piece of monkey shit, moronic, idiotic, and blatently rude, discourtious, and plain IGNORANT people I have had to put up with, now and in the past, but I think that before I keep going on a rant, I'll just end this post before thinking about it really get's me PISSED OFF!!!!

There is a reason I don't like humanbeings, and hold the rest of this god-fprsaken world in contempt! FUCK EM ALL!!!!!

location: my desk, DUH! mood: crazy music: "Welcome to the Fold" -FIlter

I'm honestly ready to delete this fuckin LJ, I have had to change my password twice today just to get on. If this is how I have to get o every time FORGET IT!!! It's BULLSHIT! Plus, every other photo I wanna download it won't let me. Keeps telling me there's some stupid ass ERROR problem. 1/2 the pics I wanna put on here it won't let me. This is more than aggrivating.

Fuck, I tried sending in the problem to the help section, but it keeps telling me that I'm not asking any question. ONE MORE FUCKIN TIME AND THIS ACCOUNT IS FUCKIN DELETED! SWEAR TO GOD! I could just knock the shit outta the MORON that runs this site, THERE JUST AS USELESS AS TOM ON MYSPACE.COM.
APPARENTLY NEATHER OF THEM DO A FUCKING THING, the only difference is Tom disables shit for looong periods of time, for no apparent reason, because it works perfectly fine in the first place, till some one starts fucking with it that's on the technical team, then it goes down AGEN and usually works just as well as it did BEFORE THEY FUCKED WITH IT THE FIRST TIME!!!! Like I said, if this stupid site keeps eather 1 letting other people on MY page or 2 keeps FUCKING WITH MY PASSWORD I'm gonna get rid of this REDICUALAS BULLSHIT, AND THEY CAN KISS MY ASS GOODBYE! FUCKERS!

location: whare you think? mood: aggravated music: none

Well, today I got up at like 12:30, and right after I got my cup of coffee, and a smoke in, I got a call from my old friend Joe. Apparently things are going well for him, however he hasn't closed in on a house yet. Of course we talked about current events in our lives, and Julia (his little daughter) has learned to crawl, and is NOW starting to walk, even though she needs to hold onto things for support and falls down now and then, but hay, before you know it she'll be hell on wheels! She's so adorable. Any who, apparently he's gotten a new doggie, which is a English Mastive, so he's gonna be a BIIIIIIGGGG DOGGIE! Other than that everythings the same old same old for him too.

Any who, last night I got to sit at home BORED outta my mind, even though I was thinking that I was going to Tiffany's, apparently at the last moment she decided that she was gonna ride with Josh on the overnight. What can I say, maby I am a little dismayed (if I suppose that's the right word). Other than that, I'm still sitting here drinking my coffee, which is now COLD but screw it.

Man, I feel lonly right now, I just wish I were waking up next to the woman I love, just to know that she's there. *Sigh* Well, atleast I got the time to draw up a picture for her last night, I don't think it's all that good, and I'm not totally happy with it, but I always was my own worst critic. I dunno, I may just redraw it before I let her see it. Oh well, another day I suppose.
and as this past week continusly keeps repeating, I go in at 5 PM tonight and I'm workig till close at midnight. Just another day.

location: homested mood: slightly dismayed music: "Title Song" by the Black Crows